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Dec. 14th, 2007 | 01:10 pm

Oh my God! I remembered my password to this horrendous journal >.<

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Tell me all

May. 9th, 2006 | 01:28 pm

Snatched from Shannon,
please answer the questions below.

1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?

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May. 9th, 2006 | 12:41 pm
location: Deek's Bedroom on the computer.
mood: blah:P bleh
music: MCR "The Ghost of You"

I start moving mystuff today. *sigh* out back to my grandmothers.I don't want to, but right now its the only real place I can go. Its obviusly apparent I'm not welcome at my mom's place with her boyfriend. Could be the fact of how late I'm up, but onwards.At my grandmothers I will be living in the shop (at least I'll be sort of away from her and the foster kids.... grrrrr...). I should have my car back soon. Its supposed to be done by my birthday, but I'm hopeing it gets done sooner.

I'm under the impression that Deek's mother doesn't like me. Out of honestly itsvery appeareant. Once moved she want none f his friends over unless its very specail
occactions. Which leaves me to the not ever unless rule. Which is really irriating me. So I've demed that the moement I get my car back I'm going job hunting. Which sucks right now cause I like to have my car now and a job. *Sigh* I'm just glad of one thing, that I don't have a job right now cause I would be fucked trying to get to it.


The dream I had been writing before basicly ends with the idiot fucking up and I kill him for it, then I go forth bloody hads to save the world.


I started a new MUD the other day. (A mud is a online text game) its pretty cool I'm getting used to where every thing is and such. The players are nice and very helpful.

Well I'm going to go now. I know everything is jumbled but I'm waiting for my mom to give me and my stuff a lift to my grandmothers. Oi shoot me someone.


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Last Nights Dream

Apr. 12th, 2006 | 07:24 pm
mood: blahBleh :P
music: Rammstien & Tatu - Moskau


Haunted House

I had a dream last night that I went to a house that resembled this.
To help remove a violent spirit and in doing so I got paired up with this guy
who knew nothing about what we where doing, was not psychic in anyway,
and a complete glory hound.
Anyways, I vanquished the spirt then the idiot guy appeared fuked
everything up and caused me in the dream to loss most of my memory.
Time quickly past and in the dream I was waking up to nightmares of the house.
And, having never remembered being there was having a hard time putting two and
two together.  So I got out of bed and took a hot shower, after that made a quick breakfast
and sat down to eat and read the newspaper.
On the front of the newspaper was the guy who fuked me over standing infront of the house.
The house from my dream. I had a flash back of the asshole screwing up the banishment,
and when I snapped there was a knock at the door to my apartment. Took one last look at the
picture of the newspaper and got up to answer the door.
I opened the door to see an older women in her late fifties early sixties pushing a walker, and
a younger women early twenties with bright blonde hair with the tips dyed red she was holding a

"Can I help you?" I asked.

"Yes Brandy, you can."
said the older woman.

I was shocked. "How do you know my name?"

"May we come in Ms. and talk this over a cup of tea?"
asked the older woman.

I nodded and opened the door, closed the door behind them, and directed them into my living area. I
then left the room and came back with three cups and a pot of tea. I poured them both tea and one for myself.

"Now what's this all about exactly?"
I asked sitting back mixing the large amount of suger in my tea.

"Ms. my name is Rebecca Turner, and this is My Aunt Mariea, where here to ask you to help us with something."
said the blonde woman opening her suitcase and pulling out a folder and handing it to me.

"So what can I do?" I asked opening the folder to find a picture of me infront to the house
with a much younger looking Mariea and the asshole in the newspaper. He had an odd look on
his smug looking face, almost as if he had been planning something.

"Brandy, we... I would like you to come back and fix what Mr. Griff made worse." said Mariea,
taking her tea in both hands.

I set the picture of the three of us aside and looked at the next one.
It was of me looking at the designs on a lagre fireplace. The designs appeared to be crud
shapes of women, children, and men being burned alive. Behind me was a misty looking figure,
and to the left of the picture just on the edge is someone walking around with a sheet over his head.

"You see Ms. we know what happened those five years ago now and we'd like to set everything
straight before it happens."
said Rebecca pulling three more folders.

"Before what happens?" I asked looking at the next picture.
It was the same as the one in the morning paper. Only more of it.
In it I could clearly see myself strapped to a strecher being placed in the back of
an ambulance. I appeared to be screaming and crying.

I had a sudden flash back of Griff looking over me telling me that eveything was
gong to be alright and that he'd let the reporters know the whole story. Mariea was asking me what
happened, but I strated screaming.

"Ms, Ms, Brandy..." came the sound of Rebecca's voice.

I snapped back into reality. "Yes, you where saying?"

"I asked you if you where willing to help us." said Rebecca.

"Yes, yes I am willing to help. Who else are you going to bring into this?"
I asked looking at the next picture.

It was of a room filled with lit candles, and hooks hanging from the ceiling.
Not a very happy room. The picture made the hair on the back on my neck stand up on end.

-The rest is to be continued for now
Sorry, but I have to gets somethings done now-

Spirit Fog

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Been a

Mar. 26th, 2006 | 10:45 pm
mood: artisticartistic and proud
music: tv static

This is an animation I have done and am proud of.
The timing on the picture is a little bit off, but she gets her
point across. And, if you sit there for a momnet look at her trying to figure out
what it is that's animated. Its her eyes.
If you want the story behind her you can find her at www.keisha-kainn.deviantart.com

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Mar. 2nd, 2006 | 07:34 pm
mood: blaheh
music: Cold - Stupid Girl

I caught myself brain storming today over game programing again,
I mean its a very interesting career,
but I would like a little more experiance under my belt
before I head into the career.
My reasoning is because last time I did that I didn't have the programs
to do what I wanted and I fell very, very far behind on home work.
Pity, everything is so expencive.

Joined a forum,
eh me, my voice yaking accross the interent to people.
Whatever I do it already.
I got some new stuff posted up on deviant art and am now
more than likely going to end up posting more.
Yay me,
god I'm bored.


I went to bed at to this moring and woke up at four and have been awake since.
I had a dream about Mech's being driven by high breed bunny rabbits,
lol.. I know laugh at me. I demand it.

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A little insperation

Feb. 27th, 2006 | 04:51 am
mood: artisticInsperational
music: Cartoons Actually

Yea, I think you all know where this came form.
you can view more other 3D works at

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Feb. 25th, 2006 | 07:36 am
mood: crazyawake and needing caffiene

Currently bored out of mind grrrrr
sometimes I wonder why I even try to do something.
I tend to either lose or fuck up repeatedly.

Oh well, I guess that's why they call it life.

Found a new past time, partypoker.net .
yeah I know I've abandoned the rummy gods ways,
and I have also grown to like a game called gunbound its a
game designed after Pocket Tanks.

But its early and I have to got take a shower.

Love you all.

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Feb. 23rd, 2006 | 07:46 pm
mood: chipperchipper
music: Whatever is on... ??

Sorry I'm in a Frog mood.

Okay so today I woke up made Deek a lunch,
got dressed, woke Deek up, cleaned some of my room,
and soem other random chores arund the house.

Tigger, the new family member (a pitbull), rushed me
he started running around me licking my knee
barking happily at me. His voice sounds like a broke squeak toy.
Then he left and came back and whapped me one with his whip like tail.
God, it hurts so much. LOL... I have brusies from Tigger that a sore.

Anyways, I went to the college and helped a friend make his first character.
A half-orc fighter, who wields a mythril 10' ladder at 1d8/1d8 x2critical
as a weapon. He also carries a bow so that wehn he climbs the ladder
he get pluses to his attack. Hehehe... Dan so funny. :P

Well I gotta go, got nothing more to mummble about.

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Feb. 22nd, 2006 | 02:45 am


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